Monday, January 30, 2012
Sunday, January 29, 2012
I feel unpretty
I wish I could tie you up in my shoes
Make you feel unpretty too
I was told I was beautiful
But what does that mean to you
Look into the mirror who's inside there
The one with the long hair
Same old me again today
My outsides are cool
My insides are blue
Everytime I think I'm through
It's because of you
I've tried different ways
But it's all the same
At the end of the day
I have myself to blame
I'm just trippin'
Never insecure until I met you
Now I'm being stupid
I used to be so acute to me
Just a little bit skinny
Why do I look to all these things
To keep you happy
Maybe get rid of you
And then I'll get back to me
You can buy your hair if it won't grow
You can fix your nose if he says so
You can buy all the make-up that M.A.C. can make
But if you can't look inside you
Find out who am I to
Be in a position to make me feel so damn unpretty
Make you feel unpretty too
I was told I was beautiful
But what does that mean to you
Look into the mirror who's inside there
The one with the long hair
Same old me again today
My outsides are cool
My insides are blue
Everytime I think I'm through
It's because of you
I've tried different ways
But it's all the same
At the end of the day
I have myself to blame
I'm just trippin'
Never insecure until I met you
Now I'm being stupid
I used to be so acute to me
Just a little bit skinny
Why do I look to all these things
To keep you happy
Maybe get rid of you
And then I'll get back to me
You can buy your hair if it won't grow
You can fix your nose if he says so
You can buy all the make-up that M.A.C. can make
But if you can't look inside you
Find out who am I to
Be in a position to make me feel so damn unpretty
Saturday, January 21, 2012
When I Woke Up This Morning
When I woke up this morning
there was the same old me on the mirror
with red and swollen eyes staring
still the pain stabbing my soul
When I woke up this morning
yesterday stopped by to greet
reminding me of laughter
as well as endless tears to count
When I woke up this morning
a part of me was missing
I set your heart free
causing mine to freeze
When I woke up this morning
I wished I'd never woken up at all
Maria Caroline Samodra, November, 10 2011
there was the same old me on the mirror
with red and swollen eyes staring
still the pain stabbing my soul
When I woke up this morning
yesterday stopped by to greet
reminding me of laughter
as well as endless tears to count
When I woke up this morning
a part of me was missing
I set your heart free
causing mine to freeze
When I woke up this morning
I wished I'd never woken up at all
Maria Caroline Samodra, November, 10 2011
Friday, January 20, 2012
New Year is Coming
I mean, it is Chinese New Year, an annual event that my family and I celebrate.
I am looking forward to being together with my big family again, just like last year :) It is the warmth and joy with them that I want. I am hoping that it can help me get rid of my stress and pressure for a while (coz this year is very stressful for me; there are a lot of things to achieve..it is very hard -.-)
It may be a little bit too early. Anyway, I just want to say:
xin nian kuai le (Happy New Year)
gong xi fa cai (Have a prosperous life)
shen ti jian kang (and a good health)
wan shi ru yi (may all your dreams come true)
\(^^)/
I am looking forward to being together with my big family again, just like last year :) It is the warmth and joy with them that I want. I am hoping that it can help me get rid of my stress and pressure for a while (coz this year is very stressful for me; there are a lot of things to achieve..it is very hard -.-)
It may be a little bit too early. Anyway, I just want to say:
xin nian kuai le (Happy New Year)
gong xi fa cai (Have a prosperous life)
shen ti jian kang (and a good health)
wan shi ru yi (may all your dreams come true)
\(^^)/
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