The more I step forward
The more afraid I get
I don't know
It's as if I wanted to throw myself
away to the deep sea
and let the water perish me
I falter
and I cry
like nobody ever understands me
as if I were dead

Well, maybe I am.

Mom, Dad,
someday I'll bring you here
:)

Forgotten Memory

You were all that matters
but it hurt me so much
now a year without you
less sadness, less tears
yet it is strange
how you still linger in my mind
I miss you
why are you so special?
how can I be so stupid?


(17-11-12)