Dreams

Those dreams
are so close
yet so far
what to do
I do not understand
until I find out
It is I
myself
my mind
my heart
flying away
as I close my eyes

Reflection

A Bad Day (again)

I have a very bad habit when I have a bad day.
When I am not in a good mood, I always EAT ANYTHING I WANT, that often results in my guilty feeling because I am so mean to my body.
Today I did it again. I overate to the max. And it's been like 3 days...Oh my God, if I don't stop, soon or later I will turn into a pig! :(
But what can I do? These days have been so stressful for me. The tension is getting more and more. The farther I step, the harder it is...
I just hope to be strong and patient...Strengthen me, God! :)

When violet eyes get brighter
and heavy wings go lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again
and I'll forget the world that I knew
but I swear I won't forget you

I wish I lived in the world of dreams

I wish I lived in the world of dreams
where I can be and do whatever I want
without tripping or falling
and tears are no longer needed

I wish I lived in the world of dreams
so you and I will be together
holding hands and never let go
the promise is forever and always

I wish I lived in the world of dreams
even if it were only a blink of my eyes

I wish, I wish I did...

Faint sigh

I don't know whether I am really ready or not. But I have to. This time.
It is my last chance. If I miss it, I might not be able to get it anymore. So, I have to work really hard now. It's definitely not easy but I shouldn't make the people I love disappointed. I promise to make them proud someday. Maybe right now I can't be that person, but I will always keep trying.
So, just see me in the end of this year, I hope I can achieve my goal :)