OK, I wish that I could do it. I mean, to fix our 'broken friendship'. But it seemed so useless. My friend is still mad at me, or perhaps he avoids to keep in touch with me. He ignored me. :(
Since that day (please read my previous post: "This is My True Feeling"), we haven't talked much. I really want to say something when I meet him, but these lips can only make a smile, and no words can be said. Actually what I always want to say to him is, "I don't want to lose you as my friend. Please be friends, will you?"
But I'm just too afraid to say it. I'm afraid if I hurt him again.
I wonder if he still has feeling for me. I just hope he doesn't and he has recovered from the 'wound' which was caused by me.
A lot of friends said, "When you reject a guy friend's feeling, he won't be your friend anymore and he'll get rid of you. Your friendship won't be the same."
I hope it's not true. I'll feel so bad if someone stops being my friend only because of that.
That's why I don't like that kind of feeling. Liking someone, then you are hurt. That's so cliche!
From now on I want to try not to involve myself into that feeling.
This broken string...
Let it be...
Perhaps it should be that way...
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