Actually this time I don't really feel like writing. I have a lot of things in my mind that complicate me. But I think I just want to write as these hands guide me.

I feel so uncertain this time. It's just about a decision-making, but it seems so hard to see which is right and which is wrong. I want to follow my heart, but what will others think or feel about me? If I follow my mind, I know it'll hurt a lot.
I've prayed to Him to help me make a wise decision though until now I still can't find the answer.


Stupid me. I wonder why I keep involving myself into such thing...