What's wrong with you? It's so sad to see you become blinded by all those things....Keep on doing so and someday I guess you will realize that everything is just fake and you will end up feeling empty. I don't hope so, but I just want to tell you that you are living in your unreal world....You've changed a lot, dude. You are not the one I knew last year. Now you are a perfect stranger to me. Or am I being too naive for wishing that people, especially you, will never change? Or maybe I like last year's you, not now's you.
Well, now I see that I should be realistic. But you should too. Anyway I'll pray for you and wish you all the best :)