I have a lot of dreams for my future..Everyone may think it's too big and I might not be able to achieve it. I know, as a human, I have a limited ability and sometimes I feel like I have done everything in vain.
But, I won't give up...
I promise to myself that someday I'm going to make my parents proud.
I've always been the one who is always bad and it seems that I never do things right for them. So, I'm just going to prove that I can.
A lot of obstacles await me...but I shouldn't be afraid to face them.
Though I may fall many times, I'm going to stand up stronger.
This burning spirit isn't going to go away too soon.
Saturday, January 29, 2011
Thursday, January 13, 2011
Look at me
I will never pass for a perfect friend
or a perfect daughter
Can it be
I'm not meant to play this part?
Now I see
that if I were truly to be myself
it would break everyone's heart...
How I pray
that a time will come I can free myself
and meet their expectations
On that day
I'll discover someway to free myself
and to make they all happy
They want a docile lamb
but no one knows who I am...
Who is that girl I see
staring straight back at me?
Must there be secrets
that I'm forced to hide?
I won't pretend
that I'm someone else for all time
When will my reflection show who I am inside?
-Taken from Disney Mulan's Reflection (with some changes)
I will never pass for a perfect friend
or a perfect daughter
Can it be
I'm not meant to play this part?
Now I see
that if I were truly to be myself
it would break everyone's heart...
How I pray
that a time will come I can free myself
and meet their expectations
On that day
I'll discover someway to free myself
and to make they all happy
They want a docile lamb
but no one knows who I am...
Who is that girl I see
staring straight back at me?
Must there be secrets
that I'm forced to hide?
I won't pretend
that I'm someone else for all time
When will my reflection show who I am inside?
-Taken from Disney Mulan's Reflection (with some changes)
Friday, December 31, 2010
Only Hope
This year is going to end soon. A lot of things happened to me throughout this year. Laughter and tears seemed to surround my days. Mostly, I spent this year with no significant changes. I am still like me a year ago. Age is what makes me different. I’m getting older but I’m not sure if I’m getting more mature. Yes, I learned a lot from failure and rejections, but still I keep making the same mistakes. I am so childish and I often do everything without thinking the consequences.
2010 to 2011. I wonder what will happen to me. Actually, I don’t want a lot for next year. Last year, I made a lot of resolutions but I did NONE of them. From that, I learned that being overly ambitious will only make your life more stressful and you won’t have that chance to do everything well. We have to realize that we have limited ability; we’re not perfect. If we push too hard on ourselves, it won’t work. So, my resolution for next year is just to focus on what I am doing with full of dedication and determination.
My fear is that next year I’ll disappoint people whom I care about. I don’t want to make them sad. Perhaps I might not be able to keep them all happy; it’s just like the saying ‘Please all then you please none’. If I try to do all they want, it’s impossible. I know, it is a DECISION I have to make. Whenever it comes to decision, I become doubtful and I don’t know which to follow; head or heart. Until now, it complicates me so much that I can barely calm myself. I’m still waiting for His sign to help me choose!
So it’s only hope, hope, and hope...I want to keep hoping for the best...Next year, I’m looking forward to more joy and happiness...God, wash away all the tears please!
2010 to 2011. I wonder what will happen to me. Actually, I don’t want a lot for next year. Last year, I made a lot of resolutions but I did NONE of them. From that, I learned that being overly ambitious will only make your life more stressful and you won’t have that chance to do everything well. We have to realize that we have limited ability; we’re not perfect. If we push too hard on ourselves, it won’t work. So, my resolution for next year is just to focus on what I am doing with full of dedication and determination.
My fear is that next year I’ll disappoint people whom I care about. I don’t want to make them sad. Perhaps I might not be able to keep them all happy; it’s just like the saying ‘Please all then you please none’. If I try to do all they want, it’s impossible. I know, it is a DECISION I have to make. Whenever it comes to decision, I become doubtful and I don’t know which to follow; head or heart. Until now, it complicates me so much that I can barely calm myself. I’m still waiting for His sign to help me choose!
So it’s only hope, hope, and hope...I want to keep hoping for the best...Next year, I’m looking forward to more joy and happiness...God, wash away all the tears please!
Tuesday, December 28, 2010
Dare to pronounce?
Can you pronounce these sentences well?????? Do it quickly if you can! ;)
1. Kepala, kelapa, kepala, kelapa, kepala, kelapa....(sebanyak-banyaknya)
2. Keledai makan kedelai di kedai
3. Kuku kaki kakak-kakak kakekku kaku-kaku
4. Kecoa kuaci cakueh, kecoa kuaci cakueh, kecoa kuaci cakueh, ...
5. Satu sate tujuh tusuk, satu sate tujuh tusuk, ... (sebanyak-banyaknya)
6. Ular lari lurus
7. Satu biru, dua biru, tiga biru, empat biru....10 biru
8. Kepala digaruk, kelapa diparut....(sebanyak-banyaknya)
Well, is your tongue twisted enough?
Hahahahaha
1. Kepala, kelapa, kepala, kelapa, kepala, kelapa....(sebanyak-banyaknya)
2. Keledai makan kedelai di kedai
3. Kuku kaki kakak-kakak kakekku kaku-kaku
4. Kecoa kuaci cakueh, kecoa kuaci cakueh, kecoa kuaci cakueh, ...
5. Satu sate tujuh tusuk, satu sate tujuh tusuk, ... (sebanyak-banyaknya)
6. Ular lari lurus
7. Satu biru, dua biru, tiga biru, empat biru....10 biru
8. Kepala digaruk, kelapa diparut....(sebanyak-banyaknya)
Well, is your tongue twisted enough?
Hahahahaha
Saturday, December 25, 2010
♥MERRY CHRISTMAS♥
♪♫♪♫la la laaaaaaaaa....♪♫♪♫
It's CHRISTMAS DAY!
YAY YAY YAY!!!! XD
It might be a little bit late to say it now because it's almost December 26 (half an hour to go). But....better late than never, right?
So,
Our Savior has born to save us! Let's greet Him with faith, joy, peace, and love. Merry Christmas, all! Have a blessed day!
GBU :D
It's CHRISTMAS DAY!
YAY YAY YAY!!!! XD
It might be a little bit late to say it now because it's almost December 26 (half an hour to go). But....better late than never, right?
So,
Our Savior has born to save us! Let's greet Him with faith, joy, peace, and love. Merry Christmas, all! Have a blessed day!
GBU :D
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