What I Did for Love

Kiss today goodbye
The sweetness and the sorrow
Wish me luck, the same to you
But I can't regret what I did for love

Look my eyes are dry
The gift was ours to borrow
It's as if we always knew
And I won't forget what I did for love

Kiss today goodbye
And point me toward tomorrow
We did what we had to do
Won't forget, can't regret what I did for love

Gone, love is never gone.
As we travel on, love's what we'll remember

(Michael Ball)

What's wrong with you? It's so sad to see you become blinded by all those things....Keep on doing so and someday I guess you will realize that everything is just fake and you will end up feeling empty. I don't hope so, but I just want to tell you that you are living in your unreal world....You've changed a lot, dude. You are not the one I knew last year. Now you are a perfect stranger to me. Or am I being too naive for wishing that people, especially you, will never change? Or maybe I like last year's you, not now's you.
Well, now I see that I should be realistic. But you should too. Anyway I'll pray for you and wish you all the best :)

I am only a weed

I am only a weed
growing without seed
not a single spark be lit
that sleep under your feet
that none of your eyes need

I am not a blossoming cherry
nor the morning glory
with blissful spirit they carry
adoring them you so merry
as if meeting the princess of beauty

I am dying in vain to be free
there is no second to flee
but awaken again you see
and I swear I will always be
'til the fate could bring me

Though I am only a weed
don't you see me bleed?

(Maria Caroline Samodra - 4 November 2011)

SO YESTERDAY

You can change your life - if you wanna
You can change your clothes - if you wanna
If you change your mind
Well, that's the way it goes

But I'm gonna keep your jeans
And your old black hat - cause I wanna
They look good on me
You're never gonna get them back
At least not today, not today, not today
'cause

If it's over, let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
I'm just a bird that's already flown away

Laugh it off let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be okay

You can say you're bored - if you wanna
You can act real tough - if you wanna
You can say you're torn
But I've heard enough

Thank you... you made my mind up for me
When you started to ignore me
Do you see a single tear
It isn't gonna happen here
At least not today, not today, not today
'cause

If you're over me, I'm already over you
If it's all been done, what is left to do
How can you hang up if the line is dead
If you wanna walk, I'm a step ahead
If you're moving on, I'm already gone
If the light is off then it isn't on
At least not today, not today, not today
'cause

If it's over, let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
I'm just a bird that's already flown away

Laugh it off let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be okay
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It's right...After I woke up this morning, the pain in my heart gets better and better... :)
I believe I can get through it..He is just not that into me, anyway.. :D

Hikari

Hikari means "light". That was how he called her. That was also the first time she felt that she meant a lot to somebody. She was so touched and happy that she would do anything for him; she would always be with him. She wanted to be his Hikari always...
As the time went by, he found Sun, who could shine his life even much brighter than her. Thus he didn't need Hikari anymore. Even for him she had become a shadow that hindered Sun's light. Hikari was broken. However, she thought that her job was done...Then, turning off her light, she wished him all the best...

The Piano

as I play the melody

I see all memories

flow through the cloudy air

there is no light in my eyes

when these fingers dancing

with the clash of the heart

“why” lingers out of no rhyme

wondering when the music end

still I can feel the harmony

soon tears fall down my cheeks

it’s you on my mind