I love you so much but your words months ago still linger in my mind... When you said to me that I would not succeed in "that subject", my heart was wounded deeply. At that time, I was feeling down and all I needed was encouraging and motivating words, not depressing anger that I turned out to get. Perhaps you didn't realize that. You can't understand me..perhaps I am too strange for you. Or you do have very high expectations, which I cannot fulfill. What can I do, anyway? The world always revolves around you, and you are the only side of your coin.
Your words, THOSE words still echo everywhere, to my ear, in my head especially when you keep saying to me how bad I am or when you keep making me fall. Now I know that you are not hesitant at all to hit me with the worst that you have.
Perhaps the best decision is to stand on my feet and start my own life. I cannot live beneath your wings anymore... I am just not good enough for you. Maybe I will never be good enough for you.
You are one of the most precious persons in the world for me.
I am only an ordinary person with my own flaws and limitations. I am sorry for that.
What I am certain of is that I will always love and respect you.
Thank you for making me realize that I need to finish my journey here quickly and fly away.
Love,
Me
1 comment:
Ollinnn... keep up your spirit. I can't imagine how hard it will be if I experience it.
You're strong.
You can do the best.
Love ^^
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