The Point of No Return

At this point, when it is getting peaceful
you are starting to question yourself
what do you study for?
why do you get yourself involved in all these things?
you go to class everyday, afraid of missing every single moment
you do everything your professors want you to do
living up to their expectations,
eventhough it means your sacrificed happiness
you hope they will always smile upon you
but when they don't, your life is over
what is it for?
have you really learned something?
so you have that ideal GPA
which is just  "a piece of paper"
does it guarantee that you will survive later?
at this point, you are sick of everything
at this point, you want to leave all of these
but you can't
there is no choice you have
is it responsibility or is it fate?
in the end
no matter what you do
you will always be a
silly
little
fool