I never expect that life would be easy for me. I know that both good and bad things are going to happen to me. I thank you for all of them, which enable me to be stronger. But right now, there is burden that I must endure for unknown time. It is very hard for me, Lord. I feel like I am dying.
I don't know if I can stand one more shock; this time I am like a glass filled with too much hot water, waiting to break anytime. I want to try whatever I can to change this situation and I've convinced myself many times that I am not that weak.
Please forgive me and those who have hurt me (intentionally or not). Help me remove all my pain and, maybe, grudge.
Help me to stand still eventhough I have got to do everything by myself.
I believe, Lord, that someday things will get much better than this. I believe that someday I am going to live my own life.
So strengthen me, Lord, for I am nothing without You.
Amen.
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